{"id":8156,"date":"1999-06-18T22:43:00","date_gmt":"1999-06-18T22:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/?p=8156"},"modified":"2021-07-03T01:15:57","modified_gmt":"2021-07-03T01:15:57","slug":"lte-trying-to-pin-down-my-identity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/1999\/06\/18\/lte-trying-to-pin-down-my-identity\/","title":{"rendered":"LTE: Trying to Pin Down My Identity"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Date: Tue, 18 Jun 1999 22:43:44 (EDT)<br>From: &#8220;a friend&#8221;<br>Subject: Letter to the Editor<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dear Landrith,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I very, very much agree with the statement you issued to Senator Lott. I just felt like sending you an E-Mail because I am really trying to pin down my identity right now. I often feel uncomfortable being biracial and would like some advice on dealing with it. My mother a white American married my father a black African immigrant and they divorced when I was aprox. a year old. My mother literally went insane (she had had a history of mental illness) and could no longer take care of me. Her mother (my grandmother) began adoption proceedings when I was 14 months old and eventually got custody of me. I haven&#8217;t seen or heard from my mother in years, my father visits once yearly and calls me on the phone. He now lives in Arizona, is a pharmacist and has two new kids and an African wife. I have been raised by my grandma and love her very much. At times I just hate being biracial though. I often which I was just either white or black. I often feel too white to be black and too black to be white. Please help me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a friend<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Date: Tue, 18 Jun 1999 22:43:44 (EDT)From: &#8220;a friend&#8221;Subject: Letter to the Editor Dear Landrith, I very, very much agree with the statement you issued to Senator Lott. I just felt like sending you&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":341,"featured_media":7987,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[61],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8156","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-reader-forum"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/Letters-to-the-Editor.png","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p89tuq-27y","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8156","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/341"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8156"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8156\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8157,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8156\/revisions\/8157"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7987"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8156"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8156"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/multiracial.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8156"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}